I'll keep my post short for today.Really drained.Firstly I'd like to thank angel for offering help and staying up late just to help do a major operation on the blog..I really LOVE IT!!Thanx so much and sorry i couldn't stay up and talk with u till the wee hours of the morning like last time.I MISS those times =).

Something hit me real hard today and what happened yesterday and made me really realize that to achieve what I really want i have to let go of somethings I have now.I see myself getting lonelier if i were to achieve what i want.I've got no one else to rely on but only myself that i really trust.
I don't know what mask to put on already.I'm afraid to trust.I have to do things myself.
I feel lost*