Thursday, September 24, 2009 10:41 PM
Leave me September!
This will be last post for this wretched month.
YAY!
Don't really want to talk more about it.Basically it's just very disappointing,angry, full of hate, patience until cannot be patient anymore.The little little things just got bigger and bigger.
Yes, September has really tested everything against me.
I have been constantly asked if I was going for canoe training as I have other things to attend.
My life does not revolve just around Canoe.
If i have to be kicked out of the team, then so be it.
Coz it's unfair for those who attend training more frequently then me even though they are not as good.
I understand the consequence of my actions.So, stop reminding me.

Today I was hesitant on going to AK OE
Eventually I did and help out for awhile for camp
I wasn't much myself due to earlier incident and those before.
Nice to see many familiar faces again
&
Thank you Pei Yun for advice.I really needed someone's point of view and response.
Really Thanx alot.=)
Will you wake me up when september ends?
Caught between who you are and who you wanna be