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Wednesday, February 10, 2010 10:57 PM Ashamed By Sloth  A year in poly and I have been having issues with myself.Fighting the demon within but it just don't seem to work. I've been giving excuses about time management constantly creating an excuse living like a wuss. Today i learnt from someone that he supports himself and still be able to go to school.Almost the same age as me but more independent.Pays his school fees with his own hard earned money while us youth splurge it on leisure activities and things we do not need but more of a want. There is no excuse of him being late or grumpy on any day. Hearing this has made me critically ashamed of myself. What i feel the worst about it all are the excuses I give. I feel so pampered. I still feel like a kid that needs to be spoon fed and rely too much on the comfort of my parents. Everything is just a borderline for me from school to things i participate in. & recently is this stupid mindless eating habbits. I even blamed it on my faith some time ago. Give me a week to set things straight. God guide me.. Being good just doesn't pay
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