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Wednesday, July 7, 2010 11:58 PM A Perfect Coincidence  Time goes by just like that, and it gets faster and faster.I feel like it has never slowed down since my O level period.Which was like 2 yrs ago.Just amazing at how long has passed. Gone were the days when 1 year felt like ages to come.Now, 1 year feels like 6 months. Every morning when I wake up, a voice keeps telling me "I need more rest". Another tells me otherwise "Discipline is doing something you don't like but it benefits no one but you" There will always be that other voice that tells you another few minute won't hurt, just 5 more minutes. Something I feel every single day ...Never was there a day I woke up feeling really happy. Maybe recently it has been like this, Schools is fine I can say week 10 now 5 more weeks to go which means Holidays,fasting month,Intense trainings,YOG I hardly have time for myself & recently I have been really selfish of my weekends because I only have so little time to rest and recover from training before another one hits me again.It's been really draining and hanging on for a spot in POL-ITE.I know it ain't easy but it will be worth it. It ain't about a game of choice just an isolation for me. It's been hard to find an alternative because nothing beats the real thing. The feeling of something's missing... I still remember on this day last year , Your voice Your goodnight 8th July I listen to it every now and then from time to time You guessed it right,it ain't coincidence. I did it on purpose. Just so to make you speechless & that priceless expression I can pull off =) I missed you very much... It ain't worth it if it's easy
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