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Sunday, July 18, 2010 10:33 PM Where Are My Hopes...  These few days I have been busy from training.I know it's kinda boring hearing about training over and over again but that's the sacrifice I need to take to be that level of an athlete and achieve something really really hard. I have neglected my family Outside friends My social life Things I love doing. I had to give up on 2 overseas adventure trips during the holidays just to be in this competition. Friends just ask me out less coz they know what my answers gonna be.I feel really sad and left out.On days I have no training I feel really lonely. Every time I reach home the only thing that is in my mind is sleep I don't even time for dinner. Most days I only eat 1 meal a day. I neglected my family the most,coming back home late everyday missing dinner every night which is the time we get to sit and eat together as a family.It may not be a grand affair but there's just this nice feeling when you eat as a family. I get scolded for coming home late I make my parents angry all the time. The reason we quarrel lately is just because of me. I'm a mess.I brought nothing but trouble. Why? I just wanted them to be proud of me and what I can achieve. When you get into a tight place & everything goes against you & seems like you can't hang on any longer ,Never give up, For there is a place and time when the tides will turn I Feel Like I Don't Know You | The SunSetter |
