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Sunday, August 1, 2010 10:51 PM Angsty  Well, the people you cared for a lot makes you happier than ever,& they really are your weakness too & it hurts a whole shit load The odds are against me once again.People just don't want me to succeed. Morning started really sluggish got myself up for training to Macritchie Reservoir and found out training was canceled when i reached there & I wasn't told! I trained with people who are friends when we started in year 1 now that you all are seniors I'm forgotten. Now,that I have made my way to training with the seniors and a chance to take over one of your precious places in POL-ITE seems too much for you all? It's not only just this incident,Since I was robbed of my chance to shine I will steal the lime light when I cross that finish line turning back watching you finish the race in disgust Selfish,the word I can think of to describe you all. I think I have always been a rebound person.When there's no one else there there's always me to turn to.I never that good enough right? It's like "Ouh! ok this person can't make it nvm uh, I'll ask Syafiq" When you're bored and that person is busy so you text Syafiq because he's always there. I don't think I'm needed because your wings are strong enough to support yourself, after all I'm just there to make you happy when the first person couldn't. Seen through your ups and downs you only wanted me to be in shadow. Curses Do Work....All The Time
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