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Wednesday, September 22, 2010 11:59 PM Nothing Last Forever  The team of POLITE is well, very much selected however they have not being confirmed position in the boats yet.They have enough people competing and reserves.I guess the senior batch is really big tt's why. I was also disappointed that I had to go back to junior training and I couldn't perform at my best today.I was always first for every set.Today, i fall so back i was last. That didn't bother me just yet,was really bothers me was I short changed myself.I tried so hard to push for 1st & felt like vomiting but mentally I gave up.The negativeness. I tired so hard just now that I told myself I would only give up when I really vomit. Went to see the doctor as I have not been well for more than a week,since before the nomad trip.I was getting better actually,but today's mentality just really made me ....I dunno what to say.Just useless. Sometime we must fall real hard to realize that it's not the best and to want something more, That is to beat ourselves at our very best,Only then it is enough. Not this year,but the next
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