Can I?

Monday, July 4, 2011 11:39 PM

Why Time Is So Short

It's been close to a month since I last posted.It was always due to the fact that I'm fighting against time.

After I came back form MT K it has always been about FYP and nothing else.I didn't get to meet up with anyone or get to go out even for one bit.This makes me sad coz I didn't get to watch X-men,green lantern and kunfu panda =(

To destress all these FYP shit I signed up for an adventure race some time back and that was how I became phoneless.There was a segment in the race where they require us to cross a river to get to the other side.

I SWEAR I zip locked my phone tight and i checked but it managed to get in.I only realized it at the end of the race.I'm now phoneless and not intending to get a new one.I told myself I won't get emotionally attatched to it,but once it was gone I couldn't live without the apps.

A part of me told me it wasn't a need it's more like it became a want.I had to tell myself to be human again and rely on myself more than technology because I do not want to be cripple by technology and rely on it like how many youngster are.
Right now, I'm happy without it because there isn't much worry.It made me more punctual and keep to my words on the time i meet people.

That's all to fill up you loop for tonight =)
Tell you more stories soon.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011 11:22 PM

Everytime

Coz every time I'm on my adventure marveling at nature

How I wished I could show it to you

How I wish you were here

Sunrise like no other

Sunday, May 29, 2011 10:16 PM

Here & There

Been really caught up with many things and alot of procrastination.Most of the time was FYP and I hated looking at my phone because most of the smses are about FYP even the E-mails are about FYP and not just one person but each and every single member.We need to summaries what we read and the agenda about the week's meeting and the next.

Enough about school,lately I finally found time to settle down to have my chocolate fix at Max Brenner bar and tried other things on the menu.

Waffle munchies:The waffle is like any other waffle nothing special about it at all(Gelare's waffle is better!!).The toppings are nice,candied hazelnut,chocolate balls with chocolate syrup and 1 scoop of vanilla and dark chocolate ice-cream

Chocolate Granita: Not as WOW as I expected it to be coz I really expected to be really sweet and chocolaty but it was more like light chocolate milk just that you can taste that it is real chocolate

Chocolate souffle:The portion was rather small,Inside is molten hot and chocolaty just like what I expected to be and just really thick I like!!Just didn't really like the outer part because it's hard and taste slightly burnt.
BIG FISH's chocolate souffle at siglap road still wins.

Maybe the service and standard wasn't on par as the first time I went I guess...

But still Max Brenner is the place to go,I hope the service will improve next time.

I've been tight on cash as I need to save up more on trips and my attachment,which means I can't go out much and need to sacrifice my weekends for work.

As always Nurul find the most weird things from the mangroves.

We ended up boiling this guys and eating it up=).

Today was a free day for me so I decided to get some stuff that I would need for the trip next week and a really quick shopping.I only have one jeans,so I just bought another one and a grey pants.It dosen't look like it suit me though but i like it,maybe=/ .Now I got more choices to wear for Effective Presentation Module=).

Spend the day changing my bed sheet and cleaned up my desk area as it was really dusty and in a mess as I hardly spend much time there due to school.

I need you like,

Like Breath,Like Rain

Saturday, May 21, 2011 10:51 PM

Misses

And that's why I smile

And suddenly you're all I need,

The reason why I smile

Take my hand

Tuesday, May 17, 2011 11:34 PM

Kick Start

I guess all I needed was that bit of adventure to get me going,get me motivated to school and be prepared for tomorrow.

I guess it if wasn't for today I wouldn't have that little motivation I would need when I start feeling lazy and all.

Today was my first day fishing and we decided on this last week with some of my FYP team mates.

Haslinda couldn't join us because he worked later last night and don't think she could wake up.

PANGSEH!

My brother,Roy and Hazirah ended up going.

The plan was just to fish for fun and catch crabs.Hazirah showed me how to catch those shell fish that they usually sell at hawker stalls,usually malays eat it with lemak chili padi.We just call it "chut chut" coz of the sound it makes when you eat them.Usually the top of the shell has to be broken and you suck them out to eat them, that's how the name chut chut comes about because of the sucking sound.

While we were away Roy caught a small fish I dunno wad's the name of it and so did my brother,he caught a groupa.

I was kind of impatient when it comes to fishing, but I caught a fish and it was the biggest catch of the day!

I guess it was just beginners luck.A fish caught all by myself without any help.=)

We ended the day by cooking the crabs and the fish my brother and roy caught.I saved the sea baas for my family and it was really fresh.

On a sadder note,I just came to realise that being an outdoor student, I cannot tell if a fruit is ripe yet alone identify some plants that we normally eat and I don't know how to clean a fish internal organs.What more can younger generations know where their food comes from and how to process it.

I guess they will only know that food comes from fast food chains and cans.It's even sad if they can't tell the difference between a duck and a chicken or never seen any of them in their life.

Give me a fish I'll survive for the day,

Teach me to fish I'll survive my life .

Monday, May 16, 2011 8:52 PM

What's Wrong?

There's definitely something going wrong with me,

I'm gaining weight when I have 1 meal a day,training 4 times a week.

I can't wake up like I usually do

There's no motivation to exercise by myself

Even just to read pre-readings before class.

I dislike FYP I hate the whole process of it.

How is this possible?Am I too comfortable?Too complacent?

Sunday, May 8, 2011 11:01 PM

Glove Up

"I love myself even more when I'm at my lowest,

Because I fight harder that I possible could to get all the way up there.

However,

I can't stay up there for long because it makes me weak"

I'll be up on the mountain in a month's time,I'm not physically ready but I have to because I'm the expedition leader.This batch going up is not physically fit and time is really not on my side to train them in only just one month.I have to be prepared to carry more load if they can't take it,that's the worst case scenario because I don't want to carry anyone's burden.

I can't motivate myself like how I used to to run faster and train harder till I'm dead beat.Recently found out Juggernaut Fight Club and the owner is someone I knew from years back and he coached me before.It just opened and prices are cheap,I hope it beats some sense to me and makes me fitter than what I am right now.

Time to glove up & back in the ring

I'll see you in every7 days just to see the sunrise

Maybe I'm not meant to stay around